Lying down on the bed
Tears rolling down my cheeks
Silent sobs echoes around the room
No words escape my lips
As I raise my eyes to look at the sky
To seek you among the twinkling stars.
I cry for your comforting presence
I cry for your soothing words
I cry for you
Because you were my comfort
You were my rock
Your presence kept me alive
Even in the darkest moment.
I am sorry I let you down
I did not know I am so weak
Your love and care nurtured me
Your absence tortured me
But I still held on
Till I could bear no more
And break I did
In my weakest moment
Never to recover.
My desires are dead
My hopes no longer alive
I am waiting
Waiting for release
Release from this misery I feel
Release from this pain I bring to my loved ones
Release from everything around me
Release from my very being.
As the pain and hurt buried deep inside
Flows out every night
A part of me drains out.
As my soul mingles with the tears
A stranger is born
A stranger, you nor I recognize
A stranger who will live within me
Forever and ever..